the actual truth

thats it, i cant lie to myself anymore. you do brightens up my light every time we met.actually theres nothing better then hanging out with you besides skate.im a coward coz im scared to tell you that i really admire u that much. i nvr stop admire u even though when i got to know that u hav a bf. it rreally crushes my feeling that bad and plus adding the way u say im irritating that idk why. i still cant forget you even thooough ur treating me lyke that. when i felt that u always kinda using me, i tried to make u my worst enemy. but still it doesnt work. i know u treat just lyke a friend but i cant lie to myself if my lyke is turning to love bcoz sometimes u are just too nice to me. but the truth is ............